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kuki shinobu ([personal profile] hyperbloom) wrote2024-03-03 11:20 pm
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[personal profile] truthdefiler 2024-03-12 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Others seem sweet on Adela at least.

Erika was more drawn to Makima, for reasons that she can now understand. Aside from the obvious (lust.)]


Makima at least. Adela doesn't strike me as much of a mastermind. Delusional and no doubt capable of violence and cruelty, but not a mastermind.

[She glances toward Shinobu fully now, a slightly snide smile on her little rat face.]

Really? Senseless how?
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[personal profile] truthdefiler 2024-03-12 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
[Erika hums.] I do need to do further investigation regarding those two. Going forward, I'll need to work twice as hard...

Makima-senpai has some bizarre control over the ducks. I'm not sure what or why but they're terrified of her.

[She crosses her arms. Thinking. It's true, none of them have specifications like she does. Walter is a chemist, Dongrang is a scientist. That leaves literally everyone else.]

...My master recreated me as a piece to play these types of games. They're often capricious and ridiculous, and they rarely make any sense on the surface. Makima-senpai is closer to my level than my master's, but there is something higher than her at work here.
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cw for suicide

[personal profile] truthdefiler 2024-03-12 09:32 am (UTC)(link)
Mhm. [How does she describe this?] I'm a Witch, after all, specially chosen to hunt and kill other Witches.

[She doesn't fully embrace the title anymore. Battler may have been an incompetent buffoon and an idealistic moron, but he had a point.]

When a human becomes a Witch, it involves another Witch recognizing them and ascending them, so that they become less of a person and more of a concept, on a meta level.

When I killed myself, it was my master that fished the concept of me out of the water and set me on the path of The Detective. [She thinks for a moment, hums.] I'm not sure that Erika Furudo was my real name, for one.
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[personal profile] truthdefiler 2024-03-13 10:32 am (UTC)(link)
Mhm. [She doesn't want to go through all the details of that. Maybe Shinobu would understand. Maybe Erika could squint and pretend she's talking to Dlanor.] I never said I wasn't human.

[It's.... complicated.] But I remember what came before. And it was a life of boredom and misery.

Tell me. Are you familiar with the thought experiment about a cat inside a box?
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cw for depersonalization and umineko fourth wall leaning

[personal profile] truthdefiler 2024-03-14 03:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Imagine a cat is in a box. From the outside, it is impossible to parse the state of the cat completely, the box has cut off any other factors. This means that there are two outcomes that may take place. The cat is alive. Or the cat is dead.

But the outcome is only made real once you open it and reveal the truth. Until then, both of these are simultaneously true until you shatter the illusion and reveal the truth for all.

...I am a catbox. Both mystery and fantasy - real and conceptual at the same time. I am both Witch and Detective, until you shatter the illusion that forms me.
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[personal profile] truthdefiler 2024-03-24 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
A natural response, I'm afraid.

[It's deeply confusing. That's why there were a million words about it and some people are still so unbelievably wrong about it despite the themes being spelled out a billion times.]

I could explain some of the details behind it but I doubt that will help. Rest assured, I'm more human than most of my colleagues. [Who are all demons or windows or the concept of Knox's Decalogue.]